Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Someone toss me a ladder down here.
How do you grieve for the loss of a lifelong dream of getting pregnant and giving birth?
Where do I begin?
How do I get from the bottom of this pit that's full of anger, bitterness, and envy?
I want to be back out in the sunshine of life. I want to be happy again. I want to be able to look at babies again... cause I really really love babies.
Above all, I want to be happy again for the sake of my husband. God Bless him. He doesn't deserve this mess of a wife.
But for right now, it hurts. And I have to feel this pain for a bit before I can figure out how to move on.